Finding Balance in the Noise of the Online World

In the online world, it feels like everyone has their own stage. Some shout loudly, some scatter anger, and others spread confusion. Amid it all, I often feel odd—or perhaps, more accurately, cautious.

Even though I have a few anonymous accounts, I can never fully detach from my sense of self. Even if no one knows who I am, I remain aware that every word I write still comes from me. I can’t simply speak harshly, spread hatred, or vent my emotions just because a screen separates the real world from the digital one. There’s a boundary that feels natural, as if words still carry weight, even when they exist only as text on the internet.

Sometimes I watch people who so easily throw out sharp or hurtful words. They seem at ease, as if no one is paying attention. I try to understand why this happens. Maybe it’s the effect of anonymity, or the distance between the screen and real life that makes people feel free from consequences.

Amid social media filled with extreme voices and clashing opinions, I find myself in a different position. I can see multiple sides, understand contradictions, and sometimes offer critique without having to choose a side. Yet being in the middle is exhausting. Sometimes I hold back from writing anything at all, knowing that every post could be misinterpreted or spark unproductive reactions.

Lately, I’ve started writing more original content of my own. I’ve learned that bending to algorithms or chasing popularity doesn’t always bring value, and expressing my thoughts honestly and fairly feels far more important. There’s a price to pay: more caution, more mental energy, and sometimes a sense of isolation. But there’s also an unseen reward: integrity, consistency, and the ability to stay rational amid the chaos.

Perhaps this is what it means to exist in the middle: to see every side, understand many perspectives, and yet bear the burden alone. For me, though, it’s better than losing myself amid the noise of the online world.